Two women, a road trip and the question: What is the meaning of life? Lisa Roy captures the millennials' attitude to life with her new novel. Jana Doktor is almost thirty, freshly separated and temporarily moved back in with her parents. The promotion is bobbing along, after a one-night stand she is pregnant, so everything is not so gold right now. This time she does not want to take her brother, the only person close to her, into her confidence, he has just become a father. In a Cologne snack bar, Jana meets a woman who is very different from her: self-confident and clear. But Miral is also at a turning point. Spontaneously, the two women embark on a road trip to Italy, which has an unexpected experience in store for Jana after a secret sip of holy water: an epiphany? Or is she gradually losing her mind? Laconic and warm-hearted, Lisa Roy tells of the search for meaning and belonging, for faith, family, love and friendship in a confusing world.