What if you should be happy but don't feel it? Nina: Mother, wife, MTA. Fulfills all roles, but there is also one that no one knows anything about. Alexander: Senior physician, husband, father. He does everything for his family, sacrifices himself as a doctor - and who thanks him for it? Emilia: High school student. Really in love for the first time. She looks for her own way, but goes that of her friend. Ben: Student. He is doing well. He is doing really well. Damn it, he's fine! Nina, Alexander, Emilia and Ben. A loving mother, a professionally successful father, two well-behaved children. But when the pressure increases, the façade tears open. Bestselling author Kira Mohn's novel captivates with its sharp yet loving look at the psychology of a family.