Diagnosis: schizo-affective and bipolar. What does that mean? Director Tim Lienhard gives Susan a stage, stages her as a film diva and combines her fascinating screen presence with her relentless openness to create an opulent, rousing performance! Susan, in her early 50s, is an extremely attractive woman. But the half-Italian, born in Berlin in the early 60s, is ill. She is bipolar and has schizoaffective disorder. Susan tells her life. As she says, this stopped at the age of 11. Because that's when she was sexually abused. Despite good school performance and the attempt to take up a middle-class profession, she never led an ordinary life. As the queen of Berlin's techno clubs of the 90s, as a drug dealer and globetrotter, she defends her independence to this day. With her impressive talent for making herself the subject of her own subject and doing so in a very strong, self-confident and reflective way, Susan captivates the viewer.